Young thai coconuts — processed, treated, fumigated, dipped in formaldehyde, but "raw" from Thailand or local oysters, garden grown tomatoes and wild blueberries eaten for 100's of years by the first people's of this area? Which is food?
Play the long game with me and join in on envisioning 2016 for yourself. Every 2 to 3 days I'll post a question to help you sculpt your year. While everyone else is fizzling out with their resolutions, be one of the few pouring a structurally sound foundation of focus.
Your dream relationship, your dream job, the intimacy, the geography, the money, whatever it is that you desire, it's not outside of you. It is sourced from within and to create it in form you must be willing to change who you're being, which starts with making a fucking choice, even if that choice is to not make a choice!